不知道何来的失落感。。每次告诉自己要忍耐，别想那么多，可是总是办不到原来的确很困难的。别人是无法体会到的感受。一旦爱上一个人的时候，其实是一件很幸福的事，无时无刻会挂念着对方，无论当时你在做着些什么自己也会很自然的想起对方。无论是大小事也会很想去为对方去完成不求任何回报只为夺得她一笑自己也会开心一整天了吧。可难过时，莫过于她与别人要好的很，自己却只能在一旁欣赏着那酸溜溜的感觉。感觉实在不好受，为了不想让她发觉自己却要伪装得很好其实心里比谁都还要难受。一天比一天的喜欢对方，自己也察觉不到。很享受与她独处的时候也非常珍惜那时光。有时候真的很容易为了对方吃醋也可以为了对方搞得自己一整天不会有好心情，呵呵。有时候真的希望她会是属于自己的，可是知道这是不会发生的事，自己却还傻傻的幻想着。。每天已经习惯了和她信息聊电话至三更也不愿去睡，可能真的习惯了把。有时候对方会莫名的对自己无理取闹和霸道，可是自己怎么却甜在心里，真的是奇怪的感觉无法否认，好想好好的去疼她却害怕自己做的太多，可是真的无法控制自己对她不理会。。她也有权力去选择接受其他别人对她的好即使自己多么的不愿意和难受。只想她只接受自己对她的好意，可能这单方面的想法未免过分对于其他人来说。。因为她是不属于你的。终于发泄完心情了，可能比较好点。。今晚应该又睡不着了。。
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#我们之间的关系
永远比朋友多一点
却不能够更进一步
你会对我倾诉跟闺蜜闹的小矛盾
我会纵容你偶尔的小任性
或许
暧昧是我们之间最好的距离#
曖昧讓人受盡委屈
找不到相愛的證據
何時該前進何時該放棄
連擁抱都沒有勇氣
只能拚命到這裡
已經有些事不可以
超過了友情還不到愛情
遠方就要下雨的風景
到底該不該哭泣
想太多是我還是你
我很不服氣 也開始懷疑
眼前的人是不是同一個真實的你
曖昧讓人受盡委屈
找不到相愛的證據
何時該前進何時該放棄
連擁抱都沒有勇氣
曖昧讓人變得貪心
直到等待失去意義
無奈我和你寫不出結局
放遺憾的美麗停在這裡
哦~~~
曖昧讓人受盡委屈
找不到相愛的證據
何時該前進何時該放棄
連擁抱都曖昧讓人變得貪心
直到等待失去意義
無奈我和你寫不出結局放遺憾的美麗停在這裡沒有勇氣
Wednesday, 24 August 2011
Tuesday, 23 August 2011
new blog (=
Huhu, finally i'm reopen my blog. I can finally have a place to vent my feelings out
Feeling busy year after year.. Everyday is repeating the samethings, when is gonna stop?
I'm just started hair academy almost two months have been. I originally did not think the learning process was simple but really feel hard for me, is i did not have talent or my slow learning? who cares.
i may be slower than others the absorption in learning so i have some hard-working than others. No matter how, i know i can do it. Let's have some pic to explain that what i had learn in this two months XD
that's all for today XD
the time now is 2:19am, gonna to sleep now
good night (=
(i miss someone right now who is always affect my mood and who is i cares more)
Feeling busy year after year.. Everyday is repeating the samethings, when is gonna stop?
I'm just started hair academy almost two months have been. I originally did not think the learning process was simple but really feel hard for me, is i did not have talent or my slow learning? who cares.
i may be slower than others the absorption in learning so i have some hard-working than others. No matter how, i know i can do it. Let's have some pic to explain that what i had learn in this two months XD
i learn this which is part of the head can be divided into 4 section and 9 section, must be very accurate !
oh! this kind of perming, i use few weeks to finish it ><if you feel like have some perming on your hair can find me.. haha
some random pic
my very first time to dye hair ><
BEFORE
AFTER
Okays, pic are temporarily for these will upload more soon. Let's talk about my part time job which is after study untill night.. is too tired ok )= but anyway is no idea right, i need to earn money too (=
At first, i found that i can not get along with my colleagues most of the age issue>< so it is difficult to communicate with them. but i will try to get along with them(= actually, i learned many things in them sometimes(=
some random pic with my colleagues
At first, i found that i can not get along with my colleagues most of the age issue>< so it is difficult to communicate with them. but i will try to get along with them(= actually, i learned many things in them sometimes(=
some random pic with my colleagues
that's all for today XD
the time now is 2:19am, gonna to sleep now
good night (=
(i miss someone right now who is always affect my mood and who is i cares more)
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